Apostolic order releases awakening, because the corporate flow has to be in order. God is only releasing awakening within His order.
The Body of Christ has to be a unified army, and it requires a full covering. There are levels of covering. Under that submission and covering, you just have to follow your part. If you are willing to submit, God puts such a grace on it. It is about obedience. He is the reservoir, we just need to get the tap in place.
We want control over this thing, the apostolic doesn’t allow you that control at all. God doesn’t explain His orders, He only gives a little piece of the picture. It is about what God has ordained. That is taking our place in the army.